that's what i'm thinking about as i sit here and hear that famous alice cooper song, well verse, on repeat in my head. you know the one, i don't want to state the name as it will most likely get stuck in your head as it has mine.
school starts again in 7 days. i'm kind of looking forward to it. it will change the monotony that has been the last 3 months at work. i'm sure once i get about 1/4 of the way in i will be saying the same thing about school.
it's a little strange going back this time around. i have changed my major, tossed the previous 2 years out the window and started new. to hell with being a teacher. i do that everyday in conversation. i'm going to be a graphics designer, heavy on the art part of it. i love art. i just love creating. i don't care usually what i do, photoshop, drawing, painting, writing, designing shirts, making purses... anything. i love it all.
i just wish it hadn't taken this long for the light to go off in my head and say "helloooo cassie, you LOVE doing this shit, why not do it for a living...?" sometimes i feel like i prove true all the blonde jokes out there.
woohoo.
personally though i don't think i am exceptionally great at drawing and painting etc. it looks well enough but i've seen some people with no training, like myself, who should have galleries in NYC or be displayed in magazines or museums. i draw well enough for you to say "oh that's cool i can tell what that is." but nothing i do will gain me a place in a gallery. (unless i decide to paint squiggles on a canvas with my tongue or something, stanger things have happened.)
well i would keep on writing, but it's getting late and i must make my apperance in the fucking corporate world in a few hours. joy.
you can just hear the happiness oooozing out of my head huh?
night.
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